Suddenly I feel compelled to try to serve this world somehow. I want good things for it and all people. There is enough suffering already, I really want peace and forgiveness for all these people. I am not even concerned with Justice in the sense of punishing someone, but I want everyone to be free and happy.
I am not normally the religious type, but I find my self praying a bit more than usual. Praying for an end to the suffering in the world. Its not unlike a Buddhist to do so, but I am not specifically Buddhist. Somehow though, somehow this world must be free.
A lot of people talking about transforming the world. I have too no less. But today is the first time I really, really, felt it. I wanted it from my heart. Anyone can say they want x for the world, but today is the first time in many many years I have really felt it in my heart. I didn't just say it because it sounds good on paper, but now I feel what people have been saying for a while.
Love. Yeah, just trying to feel what it really means is bringing tears to my eyes. When have I ever been so emotional? But it will be love that heals the world, love that calms and heals the hearts and minds. Love that helps people forgive and let go. And it may have to be shown, not just imagined or told, but shown.
I am not totally sure what this rant is about. I want this world to be better, but suddenly I have all these emotions and sincerity. Where did it come from? I guess the exercise really helped. Even though I was exercising to feel okay. I am sure others could do it to feel this way too. When I exercised, my only goal was to make the pain go away. I never imagined it would transform the way emote. And yet here I am.
I wish the best for everyone, take care of yourself, you can find freedom from suffering if you try. You can find a way, I am sure.
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